My Failure

Today, I got a badnews..

I really want "it", but then I fail to get "it". When I got that news, just one word come to my mind, "F**k". I've been trying hard and did my best. I don't think that I do anything wrong. I've done my best, and I really don't know why I fail.

I remember I've been asked what is my failure, and that time I can't give him an answer, coz I didn't find out my failure. Now, if he asked me, maybe I can tell him my failure.

I never think that my life is over coz of this failure and giving up like this, coz I know that God help me to make decision. Actually I have two goal : A.(get "it")and B.(...)


But I know if I get "it", I can't goal my B plan this year. So when I knew that I fail to get "it", for the first time I was mad, but then I realize that actually God give me another way to go.

And I won't give up so easily to get "it". I will try it again if I have another chance.

"When you fail to achive what you want, don't ever think that your life is over and give up, coz maybe God give you another way to achieve it or God give you another Goal. Even though you fail, but if you have done with all your best, you won't ever regret and make it as your experience...."

I made that quote myself. ^^