Today, I got a badnews..
I really want "it", but then I fail to get "it". When I got that news, just one word come to my mind, "F**k". I've been trying hard and did my best. I don't think that I do anything wrong. I've done my best, and I really don't know why I fail.
I remember I've been asked what is my failure, and that time I can't give him an answer, coz I didn't find out my failure. Now, if he asked me, maybe I can tell him my failure.
I never think that my life is over coz of this failure and giving up like this, coz I know that God help me to make decision. Actually I have two goal : A.(get "it")and B.(...)